Reviewer: Lirtle at Prism Book Alliance http://www.prismbookalliance.com/2014/08/first-exposure-by-alan-chin-book-review-by-lirtle/
Publisher: Bold Strokes Publishing
Rating: 5 of 5 Stars
Blurb:
Straight, married Petty Officer Second Class Skyler
Thompson battles homophobia from his navy buddies, the military, and his wife
when he takes a job creating flower arrangements at a gay-owned florist. But
rather than yield to pressure and quit, he refuses to give up the joy of
creating beautiful arrangements, battling homophobia for artistic expression.
His dream is to leave the navy and open his own florist shop.
Ezra Dumphy—his shipmates call him Dumpy because of his
obesity—is a gay sailor who likes to dress in drag. He is shunned by his
shipmates, tragically lonely, and uses drugs to cope with his solitude. What he
wants more than anything is someone to share his life with.
Can these two men, opposites in every way, help each
other achieve their dreams?
My View:
“Life, friendship, love, was a crapshoot.”
After just two chapters into this book, I had bought into
this story, to Ezra and Skylar, to their lives, to this author’s writing.
On the surface of things, it may appear like these are
trope-worn characters with trope-worn backgrounds, but this is not the case.
Chin has given these people lives through their struggles and the crutches with
which they try to deal with those struggles. He’s given to them talents and the
joy they feel when they get lost in them. The level of emotional honesty is
unavoidable, it’s so real.
Ezra and Skylar share a connection, though through different
media. The result is a door that opens practically on its own.
To him, art was somehow sacred, the way you gaze up at a
night sky and wonder if you’re standing on an electron that revolves around a
proton in a series of infinite universes, and suddenly your mind expands and
you experience your reality in a new and more significant light.
Anyone who has ever gotten lost while looking at a
photograph or watching a playing musician or reading a passage in a poem, or
anything of the like, will understand that feeling. There’s no turning back
from it, either.
Desperation.
Fleeting joy.
Deep pain.
Strength.
Loneliness.
Wispy hope.
Sadness.
Unexpected chances.
This writer has a healthy comfort level with language and
knows how to use it. It’s such an interesting juxtaposition, his use of what I
can only call celebratory prose in writing about difficult things taking place
in complicated, uneasy lives. The styles aren’t all similar but I got the same
feeling from his writing as I do when reading Harper Fox or Edmond Manning. The
words the words the words.
There are a few cases of what feels like overindulgence in
that language, but when it’s this enjoyable, I let it go like a two-day old
bagel.
At some point during all of this, I realized I wouldn’t be
able to ever forget these characters. Beautiful, sweet, carrying their burdens,
frightened, hopeful and working to survive. Again, it’s the writing. It brings
inspiration and darkness to life.
“Flowers are more delicate, more ethereal than the plants
they emerge from, and they have scent, which is amorphous. They are the bridge
between the physical and the formless, body and spirit. Flowers are a
metamorphosis of the plant in the same way spiritual awakening is to a human.”
Hollister, one of the supporting characters and co-owner of
the flower shop with his partner Miguel, says this to Skylar as they work on
creating some arrangements for an event. This is one of many, many turns in
this story for multiple characters. I have to say, as well, that in this kind
of story, I almost don’t like to use the term “supporting”, as if they aren’t
important all on their own. Believe me, every character in this book is meant
to be there.
Unpredictable characters making unpredictable choices. I
like that I didn’t always agree with those choices or that they didn’t always
feel right for the characters. Whenever that happened, it forced me to
reexamine my understanding of them. How great is that? Highly involved reading
is the name of the game here. Love it.
There are all types of relationships explored in this story:
friendship, co-workers, married couples, child/parent, long-time companions,
lovers, and all of them feel very real. Real means emotional, relatable, they
made me think, stayed with me, and I couldn’t wait to get back to reading about
them each day.
“Honey, did you ever have a kite pull you right off the
ground when you were a kid? If so, then you know the thrill I get when I work
with flowers.”
There’s a nostalgic feel to this book. I’m not even sure how
I can “prove” that, except that it does. Maybe it’s the overall style of the
storytelling Chin has. I think that’s what it is. I want more.
This is not an easy read given the wide array of tangled,
difficult subjects examined and experiences revealed. Despite all of that, I
felt peaceful when I was finished. Looking back at everything that happened,
everything these characters put themselves through, I never would have
predicted peace being my final reaction. Just like the story itself, it was
unpredictable.
This is a novel that, frankly, defies categorization. It
left me utterly satisfied. It’s very personal. And that last scene? I still
can’t find the words to adequately describe how it made me feel, all of these
days later. I do know that I want more of Ezra’s story. 
I could not recommend this book more even if ‘more’ meant…
more. Read it.
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I would like to thank the publisher for providing me with
the eARC of this title in exchange for my honest opinion.
